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Verse
Fall Leave
There is no light this Fall neither sun nor black fluorescent. Instead, neutral gloom companions us while leaves cry out not red, orange, or yellow, but couch brown, sedimentary in the dust. The cast is somnambulant, with wide awake, inward eyes deep rings around outward orbs matching the dark blue of their winter coats. I glide across this scene, silent as the rest curled in my friendly straitjacket too flinching from the elemental worst. I witness the machinery of the people around me loving, living, while breathing down spacious roads. In the stillness of the air, children come and go. I must leave in time, too. I am slipping down the wind unseen, by unknown, friends and all alike Touching no one, no one’s coming to recognize this meandering wanderer. I glory in this euphoria! Flight unbridled by the base of life, no one knows me no one sees me. Slipping down the wind unseen by all responsibility concerns undeigned. Of flesh, and blood, and souls of others no need for such precocious notions while leafing through the air so wise and so disguised as any breezing thing. Unchecked by anchors or oaken limbs down and through the wind unseen, Gone before a thought can be. See the children gone by. I have time left to leave to tend to other things To learn again to fly on rewrought silver silken wings. No time left to grieve much less to sigh faced with the end of being My tears dry up, too scarce to cry. See the children gone by. I have time left to leave Swirling smoke of burning dreams of memory, of clouds of grief of ancient sighs. Wince back tears too precious cried, stay standing still and life speeds by.
Universe Verse
Occasionally, odds and ends occur, often registered memories sometimes straying into sight again. The Usual Suspects expresses a series of disjointed tendrils that recurring somehow seem to shape together in old familiar views.
The Usual Suspects
Death is what we have left
we don’t even know who the pop stars are.
Heroes choose it, cowards lose it
we just don’t know
’til the threshold’s crossed.
I like to walk and smoke
it’s sort of like balancing
the tightrope of life.
Smoking’s bad for you
walking’s good.
Most of the people I hate
I never met. I want reason
to love everyone I hate
to talk to them
on the street, the sidewalk
About their kids, the weather
the things we do together
of how they outweigh
the things we think
apart.
Cicadas, Cicadas
After seventeen years, the Brood X cicadas left their deep earthen bunkers by the billions. They do this for around a two-month period, first appearing like 1950s movie aliens, with orange bug eyes on black plastic bodies, flying around on saranwrap wings laced with black-thread filigrees. The background din they create bears witness to their numbers punctuated by blink-of-an-eye lifespans, their shell corpses paving the way everywhere. Sound is how they touch base with their kin and scope out ways to mate and procreate. Again, the din of billions can make unaware listeners wince. In the entire process of flying and crying to find mates, they steer their unwieldy aircraft shells to bushes and trees. Crash landing their crates, they split them to emerge as wormish caterpillars and get it on. They drill deep into soft tree trunk tissue, issue a load of eggs, then go off to die. The eggs hatch, offspring crawl below deck deep into the firmament to rest and wait for seventeen years, after which it all begins again. Here’s a poem written in honor of the the cicada odyssey. ( To be sung to the tune of Don’t Cry for me Argentina–or not.)
Don’t drum my ears massed cicadas,
seventeen years gone from your maters,
we know you’re patient
though somewhat dated,
your orange eyes vacant,
your sere-laced carapaces.
Homely to humans though quite scrumptious,
to those who like munching crunchy lunches,
surviving millennia
we knew it was in ya,
brief moments in time
sacrificed for the next in line.
Sleep deep drowsy burrowed nymph-cadas,
we’ll see you around here much later,
a score minus three years no doubt
unless we ourselves age out.
To Da on His Birthday 103, et. al.
Break out the crystal for Daddy is dead, long gone some decades ago. Now in Heaven with Mom and Mark, Mary and all those others we mourn.
Except we don’t; instead we think of them live
keeping us going with memories of wit,
gorgeous creatures who lit up our day,
those we miss most until we get there.
Long life is good, memories sweet,
bitter too for what might have been.
Nonetheless, raise up your hearts and a glass
for those who’ve gone before,
never alone.
Written on My Father’s Birthday
Just posted is a verse on our father’s birthday, February 4th. Aided by imbibing a few fingers of Caol Ila, sentiment flows freely as well. Hope readers enjoy and can lend it to their own now gone. Just change dates and names as you wish.